thinking of someone across the bay, and not being able to see anyone, being afraid to see anyone, including that someone. and sinking.
lyrics
i got the news
while i was driving
the world is ending
we’re going into hiding
so we stand
somewhere on the moon
see a hangnail earth
know it’s coming soon
i can’t remember things
i can’t remember you
we used to touch
now it’s not so much
the water’s down
but we are sinking
i took a picture of a leaf
i want to remember that day
i felt the rain on my chest
i felt alive i felt blessed
and there must be a way
out of here out of this
we got on the moon so
where is the fucking rocketship
i can’t remember shit
i can’t see your face
and as we fall in disgrace
everything’s been displaced
the water’s down
i gave up my car for lent
i spent the dole on barricades
i prayed for a healing for the world
i prayed for a healing for myself
but for all the fear i’ve felt
i learned to hold you in my heart
i started to calm the fuck down
but it’s so hard when you’re so far